Awww Trippin. I am sorry you are so stressed, and not being appreciated. Yikes!!! I can very well imagine.. I hope you get or got some sleep or rest for the day. Hopefully it will be a bit better. Your set up can change.. one day it will change.. just keep working at it. Send that energy out there.. it will be heard eventually. I will do the same.. heard something about power in numbers.. And just rest.. you work so hard. You will not be stuck forever..

Remember when you were looking for a job, seemed nothing was ever gonna happen.. and then it did. I know the job probably seems like a freaking pain right now, but when you needed it most it was answered. You worked hard for that. You are working hard now too.. it will not go unanswered forever. I know you need to catch a break, I have always known that.. Honestly I don't get how this stuff is dealt out either... all I do know is that you have the strength a 1000 men or more.. you are mightier than the sword that is dishing it out.