..had an odd moment today but the thing was?
there was really no way of avoiding it.

....so went to help this guy I know...move a table....no worries?
this thing was built by the freaking Egyptians...made of solid rock!...I think they call it concrete...a real backbreaker and just the two of us?...



not likely!

so anyways....after loading up some other stuff and pretty much I convinced him it needed 4 men to pick up the stupid thing I just left that suggestion with him to figure it out...after all, it's his monolithic high density piece of the Earths crust!

...then he says to me..."look all my mates are 200km away"...can we get a couple of yours?

...there was a pause...I scratched my neck...rubbed my eyebrow...squinted a bit...I said..."this might sound weird? but I aint' got any"

...and suddenly I think he felt uncomfortable..haha, just for asking!
but it's true...everyone I knew either died or isn't allowed in public, highly medicated or just vanished or are still too wasted to know even where they live?..and everyone I do know now are pretty much a million miles away
...oh...and I forgot to put...that I've got serious mental illness...oops!

damn the implications of that!...but it must be going on for ages now the no mates!
at least I was honest!

table is still there