You're not the only one. I find it very hard to make friends. And when I have in the past (before bipolar diagnosis) I would act really erratically and that would put them off. Or I would have a tendency to dump the people who were actually decent and spend time with the losers.

It was always very embarassing for me not to have friends. I moved a year and half ago and I have people I know casually, but no I do stuff with or could call to help move or anything.

Except my boyfriend. And he doesn't have a group of "real life" friends, he's got a small group of online friends he's been a part of for about 15 years.

He's okay with it just having me but I'd like to make a couple friends. I get so starved for interaction and conversation.