I don't have anyone to call on for help. I am friends with a girl at work, but "friends" as in, I am always suspicious of her and we don't do anything together outside of work. There are a few other aquaintances that have a similar standing. Family members, too. I have my husband and if he's not there, then I have no one. My dad, my mother-in-law, my aunts, cousins.... all of them I watch carefully because they all let me down.

I used to have a whole group of friends. I thought we'd be friends forever and they'd have my back. These were people who helped me move, people who I'd known since I was 15 years old, so there was history and all that. Well, haha, no i was just the running joke, I guess. Kept for entertainments purpose, and when that run out, then they were gone. Just how it turns out, I guess.