Dear SW,

I wish you would have asked what was wrong when I called. I told you I wasn't feeling well mentally and you didn't say anything and that made me even more depressed. Just a little show of caring would have gone a long way. When we are in session, we mainly just talk like how I would talk to my friend or my parents. Never really serious stuff. I get this nagging feeling that you are unsure of how to proceed with me and so you just let us talk about things like tv shows, etc and not talk about the big S in the room or any of the other things that I have. I know this is bad but I really wish my old SW was still around because she seemed to care a lot more. I will never tell you this for I am mostly a coward about being more stern with people so it is nice to get it off my chest here.

Also, to my PNP, I am sure you are a good person, I just don't know you like I knew my old PNP. My old PNP would take down the clock that kept clicking which would drive me up the wall when I was stressed. She understood what I was going through and I was heartbroken when both my old SW and PNP left. I really miss you guys and feel a bit lost actually.