I'm hoping that you will continue to get support from both your priest and your friend Doug. Talk to him about it, you said he wasn't speaking to you: so tell him about just how bad you're feeling, and that you love him and everything, but you're in pain he can't understand, and it wasn't directed at him personally, but you need his support in getting through this, and you can't do it without him. Hopefully he'll get the idea.

In another post, bptoo(I think) was saying about how one of his online friends and died awhile ago, and because of the anonimity of the internet, his doesn't know who it was. Remember that we don't know who [i]you[/] are, Hamster Girl, so we would be worried if you suddenly stopped writing, and wonder what happened. I was wondering why you hadn't written for such a while, and I was hoping it was because your friends were helping you, and that you were feeling better...Keep in touch,

silver_queen

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RIP Dexter...
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