Open Eyes, Thank you so much for an explanation. God is great. He does give us the things we need to get over the hump doesn't he. When things don't go so great I think about God. No where does it say trusting him will be easy. The bible says he will never leave you or forsake you. And all things work to the good of those who love and glorify him. He didn't say all things will be good, or feel good, or be easy but more or less it has a purpose for the good. Who would have thought at the time you were dealing w/ all this as a child it would turn out to be a blessing to others. That it would be a tool to help others. You may have very well saved the life or someone else, you have given others hope, you have given me hope.

Thank you for all you say and do. So you own a horse business now and you travel w/ the horses and give lessons is that correct. I used to work on a horse farm w/ 40 arabians. It was a most humbling experience. I got to work w/ abuse, neglected and fearful horses. Other horses would come in because it was a breeding farm that had had personal vices and we got to work w/ them and help them become safe to handle so they could be breed. Since carrying a baby and being a mom often changes a horses disposition for the better.