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Originally Posted by sugahorse1
Maybe it's a rhetorical question.
I don't know anymore
I feel like I'm jumping out of my skin, but in an uncomfortable way.
I feel like a coiled up spring that has no idea in what direction it's going to explode.
My anxiety is at an all-time high.
I am even anxious about friendships that I know are set in stone, but I'm losing faith in myself. I'm going to start driving people crazy.
I feel like I need someone to just sit with me and calm me down.
I am feeling overwhelmed by decisions and have no motivation to do anything.
I don't know what is wrong anymore. I feel like an idiot.
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I suspect you know everything that is wrong and even the stuff that might not be but that is wrong now!
...interestingly suga?
...and here is the weird bit...unbelievable wanna try and believe it?
we can do it together....!
is it possible that all the things around us are ....confusing?...out of whack?....though at a glance it all looks complete...yep..
seriously functioning where do we fit in amongst all this regularity?
do I have to go utterly nuts to prove them wrong do we have to?
maybe we can sit here and feel stupid instead?...I will do it with you...
but I'm impatient hell impatient!...
it's not right to suffer at the expense of an imaginable obligation an expected pressure!.
...sit and watch the real idiots ...you are officially right!
they are officially mad....not you