Pamelasu is right.... get some of this toxic stuff out. and remember it takes time to heal... wonder why we are more patient with a sprained foot than we are with our "sprained Brains" - we have been told so many times to "snap out of it" that we believe we should be a quick fix. Talk to someone - talk to this board - give yourself permission to take the time you need to get better and know that things can get better... I am thinking about you and sending you my best thoughts and wishes and hugs also!!!!!!