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Originally Posted by Maranara
They said that I wouldn't have been able to afford it...but that wasn't true provided I'd had enough notice. I begged, and they took my daughter and paid for her.
Haven't seen any of my family in 8-9 months, and I moved across country without telling them. They'll make me feel guilty one day, but it's something I felt I had to do. Tired of being made to feel guilty for stuff I didn't do.
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Well to be asked even if you couldn't afford it would have been nice ?
I have a loving family but I often wonder if my mum suffers BpD looking back.
She puts a lot of pressure on me sometimes and also takes a lot of my responsibilities.
I have looked into moving to America so many times.
But the facts and the truth are I can't afford it.
And it wouldn't be fair.
I often wonder if my moods would be more stable with out my parents.
But with out my parents I can't even check oil levels in my car any more. I would never have a break from the kids. And I don't even know how to by insurance any more.
So I guess I have to put up with my mum and dads criticism and be string as I can