i hope it will turn out all right. in the mean time... if you're ready to tackle nutrition - go for it! - if you're not, then tackle hydration. fill a large bottle with water, and make it a goal to empty it. add a sports drink - can't handle the sugar? try a sugar free. if you ever feel you are having an emergency - seek medical help anyways. if you can't afford full price, and you have no access to insurance, lots of places will lower your bill. they'd rather get something you can afford than nothing.
i genuinely hope you will be all right. please take care.