Dear T, several peeps were talking about safety on another thread, and it woke something up in me...

sometimes you just don't feel safe. not safe=no talking

tomorrow i will either receive the "idiot call" reminding me of my appointment or else you will call and cancel...
i hope you call and cancel
if you don't....
i need something to happen. the last two session sucked!
my car is starting to get water stains from all the damn crying i do after i leave your office
i shouldn't feel so alone in your office...
i need someone on my side