I'm sorry that you're feeling discouraged

I wonder if you could contact your former T and see if she has any advice for you about choosing a new T.

I've had T's of different orientations and went looking for a particular kind of therapist this time. I called a psychoanalytic institute near me and asked for a referral because I wanted someone analytically oriented. So, I'm wondering if your previous T could direct you in choosing a T of the same orientation.

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