So I went to the dr today, coz I just cannot go back to work yet, figured I'll tell him the long sad tale of my back, and get him to gimme a benzo, but didn't expect actual help..
He checked me out says its fibro, says my symptoms sound alot like his and he was studying it in the states coz not alot is known about it here, its even called something else, Fibrositis... He wants to do bloodwork to rule out auto-immune stuff tho... Ugh, idk how to feel, its atleast some kind of answer right... Gawd what next.