Thank you everyone who has wrote, or even read.
When I read all these replies, a different tear fell down my cheek, it wasnt the usual tear, full of sadness and hatred, it was a tear filled with love and relief. Thank you guys so much for all your kindness. It means the world to me!
Im not feeling any better today, maybe even a little worse, but now i know i can turn to you guys.
Hugs,
-Megan-