I just want to know if it's ok that I'm here even though I havn't ever been analysed and diagnosed? I have all the bad dreams and some of the other symptomps described, but I havn't ever been able to complete an interview with a psychologist because I had to do something really bad to get out off the situation with wich I am troubeling. But I have reached the point where it is effecting my life too much and I need to start somewhere, so I hope that maybe I can learn from some of you and I will ofcourse be happy to say what I have done to try to get over it though it may not be of much help to anybody.