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Old Dec 06, 2012, 02:37 PM
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Originally Posted by greyclouds View Post
This is me. I look happy here. I was intoxicated and did stuff regretted that night.
But it time to face who I am. This fun mask is what every one sees.
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I always try to look together. I hate it when I feel like everybody can see what I really am; it's so embarrassing to me.

But I agree; I want to stop pretending. I am not just funny but I am not just screwed up either.

I am a human being.

I guess I just wasn't allowed to be one growing up and that's how I learned to just appear happy. "Nobody likes a sad person." or "Are you trying to get attention again, you pathetic ****?!"

Ugh.

thanks,

Carol
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Thanks for this!
greyclouds