You are doing the best you can with what you have .. can't expect more than that! Don't give up on yourself .. your doing a great job!
Men are not wired the same as we are and are oblivious to our sensitive needs when we are so stressed as you are right now.
They, ( testicles) seem to all have this ( It's all about me) syndrom going on ..
No matter where I look here on PC seems like thats what I've noticed anyway.
Its not fair .. is it?