Why did your husband ask you to leave? Why can't you make sacrifices to be a better person for your children? Why would you leave your children in the first place? I don't have enough info on this, but if you are so upset, you can always travel back home to spend more time with them. You could have tried to arrange to go home for your daughters birthday to spend the day with her. Listen to me: You are not there because you chose not to be. Nothing on this earth can keep a mother from her child. Everything you do and have done is done by choice. No one can force you to do anything. Your husband asked you to leave and you left. Your choice. You may have had other options.

Financial difficulties? Get a job. Make money to support yourself so you can get a car. MAKE CHANGES in your life, otherwise you will spend the rest of your life miserable and nothing will change. You don't want your daughter growing up too fast without you being a big part in her life do you?

I apologize in advance for sounding so harsh. I just really want you to try and make decisions in your life that will benefit you in the long run. While you may not take anyone advice I will hope one day you will be happy.