A few weeks ago I was enraged. Started a fight with a neighbor. He knows about my bpd and that day he was walking away from me and not engaging the fight. After that I didn't talk to him for over a month and he just told me that the day he was trying to get away from me he lost his tooth (bridge) so the poor guy has been walking around without his tooth in and then has to shell out money to get it replaced. Because I decide I want to blow up on him I feel like complete ****!!!!!