Thanks Sam. You're right, I'm a Kiwi, and I've got no idea how our medical system works for things like this. I've had dealings with doctors in the past (purely physical things - completely unrelated) and hate the environment. Not so keen to go back to it. I did tell a mate, a couple of months ago, but he seemed to not worry about it that much. Reckoned the best thing to do was to keep cutting until I felt like stopping.

I've been having suicidal dreams recently. Not thoughts, because I know its not going to happen, yet dreaming about it. The thing is though, nothing is bothering me, as far as I can tell. I feel slightly down a bit, but not overly so. So am I just being melodramatic about it?