Alot of what you mention was what we talked about in therapy today. Interesting. The identity thing and the "creating meaning" idea is what I'm working on. I've been making strides. A year ago this month I had to take a medical leave, could hardly function physically even so I feel pretty good thinking about how far I've come in a year. Even actually the 6 weeks or so I've been on PC I've been growing. Talking, thinking, feeling, sharing and even trying to help others has caused growth. I've been tracking mood here everyday and there has been a steady good pattern developing. I'm thankful. For all who are here and participate.