Thanks to all of you for listening and responding.

I hope that you know when I said thanks for listening in my second post, I really meant it, I wasn't being sarcastic. I could tell people had read but not responded, but it is just good to know that somewhere in the world, people kind of care about how I feel.

My piano teacher was mostly nice to me, but I guess she had enough. I thought she was the best up until the end. It didn't help that I started crying when I quit, and she laughed at me and said that she thought it was funny. She was initially supportive and patient, but my poor practice habits were really starting to disappoint, I could tell.

I went to T today. I like her as a lady, maybe just not as my T. Maybe I have a weird idea of how it is supposed to be. I feel like I just waste an hour with her, and from the minute I sit down, she starts talking, and she steers everything in a direction that doesn't mean much to me because I don't always tell the whole truth. She always starts with "How have you been" which is a question that I can never answer completely truthfully. That just isn't the type of person I am. I was so annoyed, and left in a not-so-great mood. I don't look forward to next time. I don't feel like continuing. I guess this goes with my quitting attitude, but it seems like it would be better to try a new T and start of fresh, and I'll feel comfortable to be more truthful.