Thank you for calling me back. I was so scared to call you in the first place, but I was even more afraid what I might have done if I hadn't talked to you. When I told you I made a appointment to see pdoc for today, and you asked why, that made me doubt myself like I had done something wrong. I'm reaching out for help, which I thought is what you would want me to do. I can't handle everything that is going on right now. I really hope pdoc can give me something to help me through the holidays. I really don't want to end up in the hospital again.