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Originally Posted by Harley47
I know it has to be painful.  But know that your daughter very likely understands. I trust that she understands the circumstances, and that she realizes that we sometimes can't do things we want to do out of feasibility. I don't think she faults you, and moreover, you're faulting yourself enough for the both of you (not that it's founded).
She understands. I know that doesn't help much, but she knows you'd give the world to be there right now. She understands it's the thought that truly counts, and I think you've done all you can. |
Thank you for the kind words. I don't want to be this person. I don't want to be this mother, this wife, this friend. And yes, I do fault myself for everything. It's like, emotionally I feel like I should just be strong and get over it. There is nothing physically wrong with me. But every once in a while, common sense kicks in and I do realize that I'm doing the best I can. It's crappy, but it's the best I can do. I'm sure you and a lot of others have seen the little poster that says "Sometimes it's ok if all you can do today is breathe". That describes a lot of my days. I do not want to be this person at all. I hate her.