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Originally Posted by gma45
Here I am, Life is strange I try and try to do the right thing and it is like something just wants me to fail. Nothing is going right and I do not see anything good ever happening. It is just getting worse.
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gm, when we get sober we can shoot ourselves in the foot. also we're not comfortable with a positive accomplishment. the reason being, when we drank our lives were full of drama and chaos. we get to the point that we become used to it living that way. when i first got sober my T asked me, how are you doing? i responded, i'm bored. he said welcome to the world!!
stay the course, gm. you are a winner as long as you stay sober and life will take on a new meaning.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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