I am going through the almost exact same thing. My sanity has been destroyed due to the fact that my ex has used Parental Alienation on both my kids, my 19y/o daughter did not even TEXT me to wish me a happy birthday, still makes me cry. What makes life even harder to endure is that virtually nobody can understand your illness unless they have experienced it themselves. I know how you feel, and the 'person' who first replied to you needs to shut the **** up! I too, have treatment resistant for 17 years, so sick and tired of those so ignorant, they have no idea of the suffering, the desperation to find SOMETHING that will bring you back to health so you can have a LIFE again. Frankly I am disgusted that such a reply so malignantly STUPID was allowed to post! SHAME to whoever allowed the patently cruel response to someone that is obviously in a world of pain. I though this forum is supposed to be supportive to those who can find it nowhere else. Please do not allow haters to further injure we who are already so fragile.