I think I perceive disinterest everywhere because nothing goes 100% smooth.
Example 1:
Girl 1 and I agreed to go to a party and she was very flirty and touching me before that. Something came up and she could not call me until 2 hours after the set time and wanted to *****. But, because it was 2 hours later I assumed she just wanted to play me and got pissed/depressed so when she called later I just blew her off... Ignored her later and we never talked again...

Example 2:
Girl 2 and I went on a date and I thought she did not like me because she would not text me back for like 48 hours... 48 hours later she texted me back, apologized because her car broke down and invited me to a lounge. By then I was pissed and depressed, so when she hinted at slipping me a roofie so we could have fun in that big lounge bathroom - I just ignored her because I was so hateful.

Example 3:
Girl 3 with boobs of a Goddess said "Let's *****, you idiot, I want you!". I blow her off because it did not work out with Girl 1 and 2 and I was bitter even though like 5 months passed since the date in Example 2. So, in the end I am 25 and I've never had sex, even though I had opportunities.

Does anyone recognize this as some familiar pattern? Or am I the only one like that? Does it even sound like a bipolar problem?

I ended up traumatized and it may seem funny, but for each crash and burn (probably over 100 times) I cried my eyes out and was wishing to die...

Now that I am stable and on Lamictal I laugh at it, but it sure as hell wasn't funny before and robbed me of my youth.

Considering that bipolar people live about 50 years - I already lived half of my life... Damn.