It really has been hurting so bad lately yet what was said is truest. I can't feel anything except baddness, bleakness and have to move forward in time not saying more,or doing harm, or speaking mind since I am poisionous. I have much disease to come out of my words, so being silent is giving to others. Not expressing myself, is helping those around me, silence in the suffering, is helping the people i love, since my hurt and pain is obvious, literal, and heavy, so moving myself out of the way and walking like a good walker, is what will be done, but it hurts. I won't say anything, and after a bit of silence, maybe, time will be my salve, and spreading harm won't happen.