Oh hun, you should open up and talk about this as soon as you can. I am not sure that if you talk to a T about this if she has to report it.

You can share if you want to in the abuse forum too. You are anonymous here and there are others that will listen and are very understanding.

You should not keep this all to yourself and believe you have to keep it that way.
That is "victim mentality" and that is not healthy.

I speak from experienced because I kept things to myself for many years. I thought like you, "protect others and keep my own pain so I don't cause problems". That is not the way to be in life.

So, consider sharing in the Abuse forum so you have validation and someone to talk to ok?

(((Hugs))))
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