T,

Well, I wish you'd give me some sort of sign so I'd know you've heard me or that you're okay. Even after everything, it's not like you to not respond to texts that were so important, over a couple of working days.

I really hope you're okay. That is my main concern. I'd rather you decided to ignore me and change the rules before telling me, if that meant that you're okay. Even better, I hope it's something simple like a problem with your phone.

I'm worried. Worried about finding out something bad. Worried about what is happening between us. It feels so unfair that every struggled attempt I've made to follow you're advice has gone ignored and unheard. Why so many wrong things all at once?

Just...be okay. Okay?