so I wanted to cut... but I told my youth leader I'd text her first... and I did... and now I'm like panicking. she's gonna hate me and think I'm crazy. It's so hard to talk to her about it I feel like any second she's gonna decide I belong in a hospital or wish she never asked about my legs in the first place. I don't want to bother her with this but at the same time I feel guilty if I don't tell her.
ughh I'm so damn insecure... I hate myself.