I go through indifference too Christina. for me I think it's depression.. just another way to come out for me. I can sit with it, but I don't want to keep it around too long. I don't think it is so terrible if it is only for a while. If I had to stay there for months and months or years... I could not do it. When it is only here for a time.. it's ok.
I am happy that you are ok with it. That really is the bigger thing in the picture. How you are with what is.

That is pretty cool!!

I feel good about you feeling ok... I love it when you are ok!!