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You poor dear. I'm not very good at these types of things since I believe that people will generally just do what they want, regardless of what anyone says or thinks. Especially over the internet! I mean, you don't know me, right?
Do you have kids? The one reason I could NEVERRR committ any act of self hard/suicide is because of my son. I think abt how weak and fragile I was as a youngster, and how that wouldve affected me. I could never do that to my own child. If you dont have kids, well ... here's another thing that I do. I write a letter. A "goodbye forever" letter, and I include everything Ive ever wanted to say to anyone EVER!! And when I am done I am usually bawling my freakin eyes out. Not because I am hurt ... but because of alll the people that I have hurt by what I've done. Suddenly I don't feel so selfish anymore.
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