Hope you keep having the good days! We have to endure the bad ones to get to the good ones. Last Saturday was my worst, possibly ever, with full blown panic attack that lasted for hours on end. I never thought it would stop. I felt worthless. Here a week later, I have had up and down days, but all in all I have managed to survive day by day. Just take it day by day. You can do it Mama Char-Lee!