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james, it sounds like war of the world. please know down deep inside you there is a will to live that wants a fair chance. your regret and remorse can stop when you stop fighting. what feelings are you running from with such vigor? can you envision a time when you were a child and the world was your oyster? find that "wonder" and it will help to set you free.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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