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Old Dec 08, 2012, 11:09 AM
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Originally Posted by InfiniteSadness View Post
I find it an ever long series of disappointments and monotony. And the harder i try to get better the more i stay the same. Its like a losing battle honestly. Its drudgery in my opinion. "act this way, do this" etc.
I have the same life experience yet, for some reason, I keep trying. I guess it's instinct that keeps me going.

My suggestion is that you take out a pen and pencil and start making lists, e.g., what you need to do differently in your life; what you would like to accomplish in your life (e.g., travel, family); errors you do not want to repeat; lessons you have learned; short-term goals (even if it's just eating out at a fave restaurant); and things you want to try to make your life better (e.g., change of counselors, less family contact, new type of therapy). In short, things don't change on their own. You have to have plans.

All the best to you!
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