I live with myself, my son, my brother, and his girlfriend. I know I have to get out of this situation. My brother is verbally and physically abusive, but only physically abusive to me.
I don't feel I have anywhere else to go. I don't work, just got my disability, but cant afford a two bedroom apt for my son and me.
On top of that his girlfriend can be a real pain in the *** too. Being rude, trying to be controlling.
They help a little with my son so it gives them the feeling that they get to be parents and give me grief that I'm not being good enough.
I just feel so stuck
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How I long to be up rather than down, the eternal sorrow that I only escape for short periods. This must be how Persephone felt.
"Sleep. Those little slices of Death. How I loathe them." Edgar Allan Poe
Loving yourself must come first from there comes love for everything else.
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