Thank you for your reply rohag. I had a talk with someone i just met a few days ago. She gave me alot of insights in how to make our Big gov state a bit more workable. I am not sure if the tips she gave me will work, but i guess i will find out on monday.

Some very unexpected good news by the way. I still found a bottle of hormones kinda hidden away in my suitcase...As someone who beliefs in something i belief that something nudged me in the right direction today (as i was looking for some photos originally) That will last me for a few weeks and it definetly takes the edge off.

I also explained the Stopping/starting problem to the insurance and they said they will look into it.

I know this what i have now is a temporary relief, and i might get pushed back into bad times when i encounter some more nannystate nonsense excuses next week....but till then i will enjoy it.