I find it interesting how there are so many articles about how it is difficult it is to date and be married to bipolar but nobody on forums can relate...

I was just reading how bipolar people have a hard time recognizing danger. For example overspending but in my case I see boredom when people are stable. To me, overly excited face means happy and relaxed face means boredom, which is not true. So then I ask bit too often my dates if they are bored or sad and it makes me seem insecure and not confident. It all makes sense now. Lamictal FTW - a secret weapon for the few chosen that turns a guy into a pimp BC it make you think "**** it" and move on. Sociopaths and psychopaths lack get laid the most BTW because they are more logical less emotional and love themselves. Lamictal kind of makes me half of a sociopath BC I can watch people cry without pity or sad feelings but I don't hurt people either. Well, two times I left my dates in the middle of it and they started crying thinking they did something wrong. Afterwards I was the one crying but they wouldn't talk to me. What a vicious circle...