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I have done it before, but I haven't in over a year.. I was doing soo good. and then last night I almost broke it. I almost ruined everything. .. what did I do instead? I cried my eyes out for two hours straight and then on and off until around 4 a.m. while my friend was trying to talk me out of it... eventually I cried myself to sleep and then I kept myself busy, busy, busy all day today, I actually just now got home.
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233
I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it.
"Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..."
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