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Old Sep 11, 2006, 11:02 AM
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Thank you for talking to me......I have come to this page over and over.....trying to write words with my fingers....but just kept erasing them......but I want you to know.....you all helped me.....

I worked a little, and came and read your words.....worked a little, and came and read your words....

I have done two pieces for donation to the auction they have every year.....I have two pieces prepped to work on today....

I saw a very famous artist yesterday.....very.....she hugged me and asked me what I was doing...told her I was trying to get something together for the Exhibit.....she said that she had been trying to get into that show for years and kept getting rejected.....that I had to have been invited.....what was I submitting......she had envy in her voice.....not in a mean way.....

That is the part....in the past the Curator said I have had works, that she designed the whole show around.....I had to look at the woman and tell her.....nothing so far....her jaw dropped.....she knows what an opportunity I am blowing off......

People have expectations of me.....I don't want to look at the disappointment.....but that is the way it will be.....I should get prepared for that.....but there is no preparation that I know to practice......it is not a good feeling.....

I am whining.....I don't like that either......my hand is hurting from typing.....I just keep turning away.....when I get too stressed my brain injury starts manifesting it's self.....my right eye has begun twitching.....horribly....

All I can say is.......OH WELL.........

Thank you, again, for talking to me......it means more than I can express.....I pulled energy off of all of you......I reached out, and grabbed hold of you.......Strangers carrying me....

Blessings to you.....and those you Love........
Hummer