Well, I was seeing her for several years, and then I kind of wanted to try natural ways. So I have proof that I did all these tests with extreamly low seretonin and dopamine, and that I was 'prescribed' these natural vitamins and supplements from a company. Basically, not being compliant, but really really tired of the whole mental health system and it was frustrating me, I needed a break! I saw her in May, and I know there won't be a problem with me seeing her again before I fill out the paperwork, would that look bad or?? I really don't see myself working right now, I get a lot of panic attacks, depression and I'm a single mom. I also get really paranoid. I don't even know what my diagnosis is at this point. This right here has been enough to send me off the deep end and it really sucks. Can they really put people out on the streets like that?