Hi Hummer, I am glad you created 2 pieces. This is a great achievement.

Please, don’t be too hard on yourself. It is not easy when people, or even oneself, have (high) expectations and as you say, it hurts. But each one of us is dealt with a set of cards in life and we can only try and do the best we can with these cards. Don’t see it as “blowing off an opportunity” as they might think. There are already ‘successes’ – i.e. going to the Exhibition, working on your ideas and creating something, overcoming the fear etc. This is no small feat. Although it is frustrating take it slowly… at your pace… baby steps.

I also hope maybe doctors can come up with something to help with your hand. Please, don’t lose hope. You can do it.

And you are very welcome to pull energy here anytime you need to. I wish you all the very best. You are very brave… ((((((Hummer))))))