I agree with Leed. Definitely don't do it.
It looks like you're looking for books? I don't know any that address suicide, but I would suggest looking at some books by some Buddhists. It probably sounds like a strange recommendation, but Buddhism is all about trying to get rid of suffering. Pema Chodron has quite a few and there's one called "Don't Take Your Life Personally" by Ajahn Sumedho.
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A feeling of sadness and longing that is not akin to pain, and resembles sorrow only as the mist resembles rain.
And when I saw my devil, I found him serious, thorough, profound, solemn. He was the spirit of gravity - through him all things fall.
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