I'm just getting so tired of everything. It's getting harder and harder to function. I have been so busy and it has been really hard to make time to make it here. I started my classes a few weeks ago and I had to drop two and I feel like a failure because of it. I'm also working (where I am now) and it hasn't been going all that well either. I was in the hospital a couple of weeks ago, again for the 7 time this year. I'm just getting so tired of it.
I seem to be getting more and more depressed and I've been ignoring my alters lately. I know this is not a good thing to do, but my life is just so hectic right now.
Also my T told me that I shouldn't call my only friend anymore. So now I have no one. I'm so alone.
Sorry all for this post, I am just hurting so much and I don't even know if I can express it.
Jennifer
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