I've gotten through most of the first level healing. I'm at second and third level now.

I'm really prone to being hurt by people if I had trusted them - to the point of things others get over and are friends still I over a year later can't be in the same room without breaking down in some manner.

I'm having a really hard time opening up to people and trusting them, even having issues talking to my therapist about some stuff (not this actually -this I can talk to her about). Some stuff I can only talk about anonymously online or with my boyfriend currently, but can at least do that, which is better than I was a year ago. Then I could only talk to my boyfriend about it.