there must be this 'lost' feeling this anguish gettin' around lately....and the urge to demolish the outside world is too intense...
testing you...testing me!

things are building up and whats the point?...how come things go building up?....just so we collapse under the weight...and the cycle is typically pretty reliable....sometimes it goes for much way too much longer than the regular ******** cycle...!

..does this mean we gonna learn something incredible ridulous?...like we weren't watching at all before!....as if!

...or just suffer?...seems the same...

...so sorry you feeling this way Lia