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Originally Posted by shezbut
This intense fear of abandonment haunts me every day ~ yet, it's peculiar as 99% of the time, I'm the one pulling away and leaving them. I just can't handle the thought of them leaving me! I'm down to just a couple of relationships, the rest is piles of rubble behind me. I'm so frustrating, I know!  |
That's often the way it works out here too. I believe that's why I was able to go about ten years or so with a lot less problems. I pushed away, very hard, before a relationship had the chance to really start. Kept myself from all the relationship/abandonment problems that would have occurred if it had continued. Pretty sad, I know.