I've been feeling a lot more depressed this year than usual. A lot of things in my life have been going badly. I have all sorts of problems and I have no one to talk to about them. I haven't had a conversation with anyone for months now. I live with my family but we don't talk much. I usually say hey in passing but that's where it ends.

So I spend all of my time in my room trying to fix things. The problem is that all I do is try to fix things. I don't have any way to just take a break and do something fun. I don't do anything that makes me happy anymore so I just end up thinking about all the bad things. Even worse was when I got addicted to porn... It sounds stupid but porn ended up being the only thing in my life that relieves stress. So it's been really tough to quit. I feel like if I do quit then there won't be anything to make me feel good anymore. Maybe it's a fake feeling and maybe it's not real but it's all I've got.

I don't know what to do. I need help finding some way to keep my mind off of my problems but I don't what to do. Any ideas?